Minggu, 23 Maret 2014


Jika garis lurus adalah kumpulan titik dan bukan koma
mungkin ada baiknya kita benar2 berhenti seperti halnya titik
bukan untuk menyerah dan pergi menghilang seperti sebelumnya
toh garis lurus benar kumpulan titik kan?
ada hal2 yang harus dihentikan, bertemu titik

Postingan lengkapnya ada di blog lain..

Minggu, 16 Maret 2014


Kadang gak enak jg mimpi abstrak tapi perasaan yang kamu rasain itu real banget ya..

Well, semalem mimpi settingan awalnya gak tau dimana, tiba tiba ada di pekarangan rumah nenek, yang memang dikelilingin pepohonan dan semak - semak..

Gak tau kenapa di mimpi itu kayak yang penasaran nyari sesuatu, akhirnya masuk ke pepohonan dan semak-semak, terus ke dalem sampai akhirnya tiba-tiba ada cahaya putih, di mimpi kerasanya semuanya putih silau gak enak gitu, gue teriaak tapi gak bisa ada suara yang keluar, cahaya putih itu terus bikin makin kerasa gak enak, gabungan antara sedih sama takut, gue masih teriak tanpa suara di mimpi...

semuanya kerasa gak jelas, tp apa yang gue rasain di mimpi dan ketika akhirnya bangun lagi kerasa jelas banget....

 gue kebangun sekitar jam 1 lebih..
keringetan, kerongkongan gue kering, ngerasa insecure banget, capek...

Rabu, 19 Februari 2014

Selasa, 18 Februari 2014

Nah Ini..

“when you have a lovely but bitter past with someone and happens to meet them. Keep it light. Keep it short. Most of all, keep them, away."

 Adhitya Mulya

Rabu, 12 Februari 2014


apa visi misi lo sih Ngga?
well sebagai manusia?

to be infinite~

sebagai mahluk ciptaanNya?
to be grateful~

Rabu, 05 Februari 2014


Lucu, semua muter cepet gitu aja..
cerita kamu, aku.. kita...

Lucu, gmana kebangun2 mulu
dan TV muter lagu2 perpisahan

Lucu, gmana playlist PC di shuffle
dan muterin lagu lama..

here it goes...

"Save Ferris - Mistaken"
There's no joy without the pain
It's the pain that makes us strong
But sometimes it's just so hard to carry on
When you said that you don't care
When you say that you'll be there
Well, I wonder just how did things go so wrong
With everything we've had
(Oh please tell me)
And you know it's just so sad
But who's to blame?

(I was mistaken)
So who were you?
I thought I knew?
I guess I was mistaken
But I only wanted you
(I was mistaken)
So say goodbye
Don't tell me why
I guess I was mistaken

I know I can't run to you again
Cuz' you would only run away
I guess there's nothing I can do to make you stay

You said that you would never leave
A lie you told and I believed
And now you want to go and throw this all away
So what is happening here?
(Oh please tell me)
It's exactly as I feared
You're just the same, and

[Repeat Chorus]
As I blame myself again
Wondering what I did
You tell me that you still might care for me
You say you're just confused
But that's really no excuse
You don't get sympathy
Cuz' I don't need this mindtrip,
I must be myself
Must free myself from you
And all you put me through

[Repeat Chorus]

Cuz' I
only wanted you 
Well, sebenernya gak lucu sih :(

Selasa, 28 Januari 2014


kenapa ya kalo lagi seneng bawaannya susah gitu aja kerasanya buat nulis?



I'm Fine...


Rabu, 01 Januari 2014

Don't know what to do, so here I am.. answer these random questions..

Do you ever do something, and then wonder how many people are currently doing the same thing as you?

When's the last time the power went out in your house?
can't remember when

Is there a laundry basket in your room? If yes, what color is it?
sort of, it's a goody bag actually

Do you like those different flavored Tootsie Rolls?
I don't like Tootsie Rolls, chocolate without candy is always a better things

Do you keep your shoes on a shoe rack, or just throw them somewhere?
on a shoe rack

Think of the last verbal argument you were in; what caused it?
me and my self, cause of my ego

Does your refrigerator have one door or two?
two door cinema club err...

Do you smoosh bugs, or just let 'em go?
Let them go!

Do you have any friends that play instruments?
yep lotsa..

Do you have any old shoe boxes in your room?
uhm, not in my room

What was the last thing you deleted off of your computer?
several random pictures

Do you own any turtleneck sweaters/shirts?

When putting up pictures/posters, do you prefer tacks or tape?
tape maybe

If you had to choose to live inside of one book/book series which would it be, and why?
Harry Potter, bein a wizard!

What's the strangest band name you've ever heard?
The Metal Shakespeare Company

What's worse for you; getting yelled at, or getting grounded?
get yelled at, bein grounded is actually fun -sometimes-

What would be the worst thing to get grounded from? (Phone, computer, ect.)

Are you a fan of Michael Jackson's music?
not really

Do you like toilet paper to roll under or over?
roll over!

Are there any songs you like that are in another language?

What's one song you can really relate to currently?
One of that Polyester Embassy's song

Do you own any band tees? If so, how many?
yep, lost counts

Have you ever used a fire extenguisher?

What was the last thing you said out loud?
that F word.. :FINE: ~

Is there something else that you're supposed to be doing currently?
bein a better man instead of a boy with a pocket full of plans I guess?!

Do you ever make your own sound effects for things?
hehe strangely yes!

Do you like Ramen Noodles? If so, what's your favorite flavor?
not really

Have you ever read a book all the way through in one day?

If chairs could talk, what do you think they would say?
stay away from me lazy ass

Do birds chirps outside your windows in the morning?
No, sadly

Do you use a lot of salt?

Have you ever broken something at someone else's house?
hehe yep..

If you had to write a book about your life up until now would it be an interesting read, or would it be boring?
i could make it interesting, even though...

When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
idk, already forgot

Have you ever written anything on a bathroom ?
yes, thanks to that tiny creature called as cellphones

Ever open a bag of chips in the grocery store and eat them before paying?

Would you want your future children to date someone like you as a teenager?
uhm, well I have no Idea.. next question pleaseee? haha